It's here...again

Sixty-mile-eighty-hour-jam-packed-weeks have torn me up. My quads are worn down, my calves are tender and my feet ache. I thought I was supposed to feel this way after a marathon?

My mind is full of questions...Is it possible to have overtrained for this? Have I run myself into the ground, risking my health by running? In striving to be better, did I do the opposite?

...And of course the familiar question, why am i doing this?

Tomorrow, I get to test my limits again. Maybe i'll find some answers...